Although I’ve been living abroad now for 15 months, I’ve been marking time rather than engaging with the experience. It’s not easy to admit this, because then I’m dangerously dipping a toe in the waters of wasted time. And I don’t want to carry that druge-like perspective.
The dirt beneath my desk where I write told me everything about what has been and what could be. Who needs signs from heaven when it can be had at ground-level? As I was sweeping up one afternoon, furiously whisking the grit into a dust pan, I paused to examine it. And what I saw was nothing special. The usual grit. Tracked in from the usual sources which extend to about a 2 kilometer radius of the house we’re renting. That’s it. That’s not much.
This may be my only chance to live abroad, and I don’t know the lifespan of this opportunity. I’ve decided to pfaff less and get into the swing of my life far more. Some would call this “being more present”. As much as I hate that term and it’s ick-factor, it applies.
My a-ha has helped to shape a new plan for the next 10 months. We’ll be on the move again come sometime in September: Cordoba, Seville, Cadiz, Marbella, Morrocco. Maybe a long weekend in the Algarve, if we can squeeze it in. Then we’ll spend a few days in Barcelona before taking an overnight ferry to Italy, landing at either Genoa, Livorno or Civitavecchia. And then we’ll pass the rest of the autumn, the winter, and at least part of the spring tracking all manner of dirt into various rented accommodations that stretch from Milan to Sicily.
It’s both exciting and scary to contemplate this kind of lifestyle, because I’m a homebody by nature. I love to be “at home”, snug in my nest. But for a while I’m going to decamp and un-snug to let myself experience a less nested and a more winged life.
I love it when something ordinary becomes a means to a more illuminated end. For me, it was dirt. But what about you? When has the ho-hum served up a humdinger? Do tell.










play with blunderbusses? Storm a castle AND maraud a beach? Sounds like a dream come true. Sign me up!